Chapter 199 Kazaar's Diary (Part 1)
In the future I won\'t need to worry about any form of spiritual attack. It\'s like being completely immune in this regard.
As for the bad news...
Reji sighed.
So this is what the "Evil God" means? It includes all the games I\'ve played in my career?
Actually when Reji first descended and saw that over 100 million sin value he had already guessed. After all it\'s impossible to achieve such a number with just the game Magic Chronicles alone.
What the Star Spirit Queen saw in my memories was indeed all true. They were all my past actions in games.
"…"
Uh... anyway.
Reji didn\'t plan to explain these things anymore. He admitted that as a player he was indeed a bit evil.
And in the eyes of the creatures in this plane...
Judging from the horror fear and even the later madness and frenzy the Star Spirit Queen showed towards his memories they probably see him like this:
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Each "He or Him" is a manifestation of the will of "Evil God Reji".
As a supreme existence He wanders through countless worlds. Sometimes He controls everything from a god\'s perspective; sometimes He enjoys descending to play roles indulging in the pleasure of toying with hearts trampling rules and destroying everything.
The so-called Hero is nothing more than an insignificant one among His countless roles.
So...Could it be that in the end a thousand years ago the Radiant Saintess chose to betray after seeing these memory images of the Hero through some means just like the current Star Spirit Queen?
Or in other words...
She went crazy?
If that\'s really the case Reji actually feels quite upset. It\'s like he was clearly following the script of "raising the sword of revenge against the betrayer" but as he went along he found...
In the end the betrayer turned out to be myself?
No.
Reji quickly shook his head.
Things shouldn\'t be that simple. There are still too many doubts in between.
First the most contradictory point is that my spiritual sea should have the effect of being "unviewable". You can come in to look but once you\'re in don\'t even think about getting out.
The vast stream of consciousness formed by over 100 million sin values will devour any soul that tries to peek.
The fate of the Radiant Saintess who peeked at Evil God should have been the same as the Star Spirit Queen - being lost and annihilated on the spot in my spiritual sea.
Okay even if the Radiant Saintess obtained a super boost from the "questionnaire" I filled out and luckily escaped alive from the spiritual sea leading to everything that followed new puzzles still arise.
The previous images mentioned that it was I who corrupted the other forty-two companions turning them into monsters which made the Radiant Saintess discover the abnormality and start investigating me, the Hero.
But the problem is it\'s been several months since I descended to this world. I hasn\'t seen myself release any corruption, right?
The demon apostles following by my side haven\'t transformed in the direction of "monsters" either right?
Even Shermen and Vielsia who have had negative distance contact with me haven\'t shown any signs of being "corrupted". At most they just turned white. Can that be considered corruption? Definitely not.
Moreover at that time the game had already reached the grand ending. He had long taken his hands off the keyboard and didn\'t operate anything else.
So who is this "self"?
Who is controlling his "Hero" character?
Is it a consciousness born from the character itself?
If so why could the Radiant Saintess still see memories belonging to Reji?
If not where exactly does this consciousness come from?
Reji felt more and more confused the more he thought about it.
And to be honest his current speculations are all based on the premise that the images from a thousand years ago from the Saintess\'s perspective are all "true".
But...
Are these necessarily true?
Not necessarily.
That\'s just the Saintess\'s one-sided story.
He needs more intelligence.
Coincidentally the Star Spirit Queen\'s soul was devoured and annihilated in his consciousness sea so naturally all her memories were left with him saving Reji the trouble.
Reji quickly searched and filtered and indeed found some information he wanted.
Regarding Intelligence from a thousand years ago.
They were records of the Great Sage and the Star Spirit Queen. The Great Sage was one of his 42 companions at the time considered a senior brother and also the ally who had been secretly "sending relics" to support him from the shadows.
The Star Spirit Queen was also a pawn of the Great Sage used to assist him as the Hero. However just as the Star Spirit Queen herself said after seeing the power of the relics she gave birth to evil thoughts planning to betray and devour him.
It was precisely because of this that she wanted to investigate him. The Queen had secretly used the relics to peek at some of the Great Sage\'s memories.
Among them, what left the deepest impression on was a diary entry of the Great Sage.
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[Radiant Calendar Year 0001 September 15th the first day after the end of the Human-Demon War. The smell of blood in the air has been largely eliminated by the mages working through the night with strong wind spells and large swaths of corpses have also been cleaned up. To be honest breathing air without the stench of demons I\'m still a bit unaccustomed but I have to say it feels really good!]
[Although there are still a lot of post-war work waiting for us I believe that humans all over the world will put all their worries behind them tonight and immerse themselves in the victory celebration. Even the stingiest "Flower Fairy" has brought out her fine wine. Heh usually she only deigns to give it to her dear Hero. Can we finally taste it now?]
[Just kidding. Without the Hero we wouldn\'t have today\'s victory. I heard that the original "Flower Fairy" was just an inconspicuous grass spirit. It was the Hero who trained her all the way. Come to think of it how could I not be the same?]
[Back then I even argued with Guardian Malvin about accepting such an unreliable disciple. I even angrily lashed out at him when my teacher sacrificed himself to save him. Looking back now Teacher Malvin was right. With the foresight of the Great Guardian must have foreseen that he was our future the hope of humanity right?]
[Hiss... how come the more I write the more it seems to turn into praising that brat again? Hmph there will definitely be many people in later generations praising him. I Kazaar can\'t fall into the same cliche. Right what Hero? that "*******" will always be my junior brother.
Why add so many honorifics in the diary? Anyway "*******" will never see this diary. Right I\'ll just write some dark history about the Hero. Hehe where should I start? Hmm let\'s start with this stinky bastard stepping on one two three four five six seven eight... Damn it!
I can\'t even count the number of woman this bastard has!]
The other text in the memory was normal.
Only this name"*******".
It became a blur to Reji.